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只要笑一笑，没什么事过不了的！

2009-09-22T05:29:00.000-07:00

哟！我今天看见他了，应该是两次吧。。一次在recess，但。。。第二次我看见他和他的stead在一起有说有笑的走在一起。。。即使我离他们很近，走过他们，他也没有转头看我一眼。因为在他眼中我是不存在的。。“invisible”恩。。可以这没说。。呵呵^^他们好像聊着很开心，当他在她面前的时候，他总是显得很自在，有一种说不出来幸福的表情。。。如果我可以太替她一天那该又好啊！好羡慕她啊。。因为她得到他的喜欢而我是多么渴望和他说话的那一天得到来。。⊙﹏⊙。。算了一切东过去了。。我要坚强！！做好自己！！jiayou!!!!!!!!!^^

2009-09-18T05:11:00.000-07:00

哎。。。考试要到了。。好忙啊！！啊!啊！哦！对了，时间过了这么久了，我发现自己还放不想他。。要放弃时，他总是会出现。。很奇怪吧？哈哈^^可是啊，在短短几个月里，他几经有girefriend了。。虽然心好痛但好像习惯了，因为喜欢也是一种幸福啊。。至少和他讲话过。。“那次”别提了，好丢脸。。。现在只要每天看看他照片，每天听到他声音，看看他的脸，我就好多了。。又一个理由喜欢friday了。。因为每个fri我发现他都会在学校等他的stead因为她有stay back，这样可以看到他了^^当他stead在做功课事，他一个人在那里没事做就Sleep zZ..哈哈他很贴心吧？如果我可以做她以天那该有多好！...哎。。:)

Fight

2009-09-05T06:38:00.000-07:00

yo..2day my parents fight...he left...my mum was sad..after he left..she cried..i held her tight and she cried all her heart out n me..force myself nt 2 let dw a single tears..i told myself 2 be strong..must smiled..bt is juz so hard..so i run out 2 find a place..a place whr i really can cry..lookin 4 a friend tat i can tok 2 n yet..i was all alone..i felt so unless,cant do anything but juz staring at them..god,tell me wat can i do?i told my self let the saddness buried inside my heart n let time cure..bt is juz 2 pain when u hav.2fake a smile whenever u go n hide ur happiness..is hard bt sumhow i manage it coz i get used 2 it..somehw hurt is juz hurt n nth...god pls tell me wat can i do 2 help them..y wan break so fasy?can they giv each other a chance?

teachers day over

2009-09-05T04:31:00.000-07:00

YO..teachers has over n 1g1 had perform on stage!cool hor?haha...angelica look so pretty wif on tat day!in fact every1 is pretty n handsome haha...erm...i gave miss linda n mr tan a card respectively..ya...erm..now is sep holiday so bored...2day i only CUT the newspaper,it takes me lky 3hr pus..2 finish HALF of the project,i nd almost th whole day...maybe im 2 slow le..hu noes..lol....haix..i dun lky myself i dun lky the way im now...dk....no body ever understands me..they onli judge me by the outsider of me..n tats definitely NOT the real me...lol..i hope can find real frenz...hope wun be leave out n hope dun be the fren when onli they nds..i hope they cares...lol....happy september holidays!

northbrook win fuchun..

2009-08-14T04:49:00.000-07:00

yo..northbrook win fuchun sec...v.happy..bt is 4 our team expect me..i tin i dun even fit 2 wear the jersy lol...i play so lan n cant even shoot in a single ball..y mrs chua giv me tat jersy?y!!!!!!i started feelin tat my processes is more n more worster..even couch say so..haiz..maybe i nt sutiable 4 basktball ba..other reason is i v.BLUR!!!!!!!!!!!if i were in the team,i only wl cause the team lose..nw i gt so mani problems....everythg is lky bck 2 the same point specially friendship,dk y...bt i tin she seem more happier wif her ba..so nbm..n do i really lk lky a boy?y every1 seem call me "ah boy"?IM A GUL LA!!!!!!juz coz i play basketball?!nt fair!!y me?lol......................the end

WE won!

2009-08-07T04:44:00.000-07:00

yo!2day,we won Yishun sec leh..wah...last time wen they came 2 our sch,we lose nw we go thr we WON!Yeah..n the coach "throw"our sec1 in as well haha..n i made ALOT mistake..1st,wen the match goin st le,i still drinkin water,then coach shoutJANICE!!!then i dk whr 2 defen,defen wrg ppl.lolx..anyway,i SUPER blur de.hope dun cause my bluress,then let the team lose...lol...erm..nx match is agnst FUCHUN sec..hope we beat them..then followed by northview sec..then boring training..2day is oso the day ruqing,my buddy from changsha leaving...felt v.empty without her n i missed her alot..hope can c her agn in my life..erm..also,i quit tution le n tution oso had ended..v.v.sad..2yrs of tution n nw ended..tis let me realised the meanin of"we dk wat wl happen 2morrow,treasure the time nw be4 lose it"n i really missed tcher jolyn alot!!although she is strict n can ppl,bt she can use the funnniest methout 2 teach us n she care abt us alot..haha..erm..as 2 relationship,i had giv.up on NO.10coz i dun c the point of lkyin him...lol..haix..

好笨

2009-07-10T22:36:00.000-07:00

哎。。这几发现我自己好笨啊。。自己每次一相情愿的再进去。。每次想尽办法的看见你，但你却毫无在乎，不理我。。你知道吗？我有多么期待你对我讲话啊。。可是你却。。我好笨好笨，明知道我们是不可能的但还要用一切地方法看你一眼。。每次要想放弃你的时候，你总是出现在我面前。。我很辛苦，你明白吗？可不可以让我不要看到你，让我忘记你的存在。。我好想好想把你忘了。。求求你，饶了我吧。。。。。。

why must u ran?

2009-07-09T01:24:00.000-07:00

Yo..y must u hav.2run whenever u c me??am i look lky a monster 2 u or wat?can u juz walk..hw i wish ONE day,u wl came 2 me n said :hi...if this happens..i tin the singapore wl hav.snow le...sayin hi,isnt so so so difficult?

i wish i can turn the clock

2009-07-02T02:49:00.000-07:00

yo..i wish i can go bck 2 pri sch when tat time,i dun even noe wat the hell RELATIONSHIP is..i dun lky sec sch..so frustratin..it totally turn my life upside dw n made me cried alot times..n...i dun understand y all boys must lky choibu..but i will definitely NOT!..lky my fren,joy,she lky him nt coz his lks bt inside..noe wat?so far i havnt lky a guy so much tat i can giv.up everythg 4 him..i dun tin such guy still exist lo..y life so UNFAIR..y me n her is so different?YY!!!!!

i learnt hw 2 let go him..

2009-06-30T02:38:00.000-07:00

yo....as time goes by,i learnt 2 let go n 4get abt him..oh ya!i finally knew sth!!by i used 2 tin he treat me so gd when we sit 2gether..coz he treat every1 the same..n look can be decivin,i cant believe he tok bck thgs abt me behind my bck..haix..till 2day,2DAY!!then i onli realised..stupid me..this few wks i cant go chruch coz my mum n personal reasons..n sicehn hp askin me go,does she noe i hav.diffculties?due 2 tis,nw i n her r in bad terms nw..bt wat can i do?

Escape

2009-06-21T04:07:00.000-07:00

Yo!haha tat day,joyce n me go escapre...yeah can say 1st time leh..haha..erm..thr ah,quit fun..i had play all the thgs thr..expect HUNTED HS i nvr dares 2 goin in..scary cat hor me?haha..no!!i gt go in be4..lky 4yrs bck?then i cried lky siao...haha.....erm if let me choose agn,i rather choose WWW..then escape coz so litter game..hehe

My mind mess up

2009-06-19T07:27:00.000-07:00

yo!my mind had been mess up durin this few this...alot thg hav been happenin...movin hs.quarrellin..myself..n STRESS!!!argh......i felt lky fainting..y i hav so mani stress yet idk WHY!!!!stupid hor me??i hope m mum can move hs faster n nt everyday left me alone..i hope time could really FLYS..haiz..wats wrg wif me..i nvr lky myself n hu i am..so mani ppl say i tomboy bt do they really noes hw i felt?i guess they dun....watever..

2009-06-08T06:09:00.000-07:00

Yo..2day i sick..nt able go tution haix....stay hm so sian..i dun lky these days i so into com n dun feel lky study liao...recently,im watching IT START WIF A KISS..wah..nice sia..i really peifu tat gul can lky sum1 2yrs pus,juz lky joyce...bt i noe i cant..coz i dun even i lky any1 tat much n he really deserved it lol..bt if i lky oso no choice d..coz everyboy i lky wl nvr lky me..so nbm...i hope miracles wun happen 2 me..

fate 2 love u

2009-06-06T20:42:00.000-07:00

ON YA!!haha...2day i finally watch finish FATE 2 LOVE u le.haha..the endin so funny sia haha..hey guys,go watch my lucky star n this show...u wl sure lky it..v.nice the o!!hoho..wat show can i watch then???any1 can recommen?

2009-06-06T20:09:00.000-07:00

yo!noe wat?I goin move hs le..yesterday,i went 2 the new hs 2 stay over..wah.....the hs is kinda dirty..nt used 2 it..argh..i dun wan move hs really...i lky my old hs.Isnt thr a way not 2 move?pls guide n tell me god..im in a loss..these days alot thgs has been botherin me....haix..i gonna find a way OUT!!!!ltr i hav.my violin class..then dk wat 2 do le...studyin so sian.playin dk wat 2 play...argh!my mind goin brust liao..

sad saturday.........

2009-06-06T03:01:00.000-07:00

erm..yo!!!!!2day is a bad n shoutin 4 me...my mum la...anyhw scold me..Coz when study i bored,then wan slp liao.So i go watch fated 2 love u 2 wak.myself up..Then!Mum scold me 4 nt studyin,kp playingn lalaala...i shout back n cry...When i cry my chest wl be v. sour n pain bt she NEVER nows..hu cares?Haix...I havnt cry so pain 4 a week till 2day..last time i cried coz of relationship actually cant call relationship la coz he dun even lky me..Bt coz "some"reason i cried...alone....bt onli 1 person noes..nt my parents ofcoz..is a gd fren of mine haha!u guess hu ba..

2009-06-05T21:11:00.000-07:00

Haix..another borin day 4me..Saterday..2day i cant go chruch coz my mum dun let.She s such a bitch lol..i dun lky her..kp lettin me study..wan me study lky hell..soso BORED lol!!whenever i study,i wan sleep liao dk y..hiax!!!!!!!!!!!!so fan......argh...n audi v.

my 1st entry o!haha...

2009-06-04T22:40:00.000-07:00

Erm...haha...erm...soon i wl goin 2 bball le..haha..yeah!bt joyce dun lky..haha.i lky my skin v.v.v.nice!u tin so haha..yo!!welcome every1 hu visit my blog!!hoho!!erm..wat can i say??w is sch holiday..so bored....i rather hav sch bt no class..xixi..fei hua rgt??jiayou janice!!